I've been searching for myself for so long
Every night I'm wondering the reason for my being
I have found myself
And I live for myself
I'm awake I'm awake
I won't bend and I won't break
I can feel all these knives in my back
they burn like a fucking noose on my neck
With a cracking voice I make my decisions
I won't follow your blank visions
The way you put me down and make me kneel
Had me forgot how it is like to feel
I don't even know myself anymore
Gathering my thoughts on the floor
But my wishful thinking shows the guide
After I've lost all my pride
Act like a savior, I know you deepest sin
I have seen the scratches beneath your skin
You are my weakness, my blessing my curse
With a cracking voice I make my decisions
I won't follow your blank visions
The way you put me down and make me kneel
Had me forgot how it is like to feel
I don't even know myself anymore
Gathering my thoughts on the floor
But my wishful thinking shows the guide
After I've lost all my pride
With my hands held high, feeling closer to the sky
I forget the feeling that I wished I would die
Tell me the truth my so called friend
Will I ever have to see you again?
credits
from Sickness EP,
track released September 4, 2015
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